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On Waiting Well (and a recipe for Multi-Grain Sunflower Bread.)

February 27, 2017 by HappyGoStuckey 26 Comments

As bleary-eyed new parents we went through a long waiting period. It was eighteen months of compulsively checking emails and grabbing the phone on the first tone of the first ring. We were waiting for a job, a direction, a next step. The wait was longer than either of us expected and we ran out of things to do “in the mean time.”

One particular Thursday, I crossed our welcome mat at 5:15 and covered the ten steps to the kitchen to see that Lance had taken up bread making.

In between trail hikes with Baby Lucy on his back and a huge stack of job applications, he had challenged himself to master the yeast and flour to produce something predictable. The air was thick with the scent of time well spent.

 

The simplicity of bread is one that we often miss. Flour, Water, Yeast and Time. Nothing more really, but nothing less. Unfancy ingredients blend together with a comfortable wait and give us fluffy, seedy slices of gluten. Regardless of the flour you select, the wait is what truly matters. If you don’t have the time, you won’t have very good bread.

That particular waiting period ended with a bang and a whirlwind move to the city we call our home, but it definitely wasn’t that last wait of its kind. We’ve waited many times since then with various results. I know we will always wait towards something.

I adore having something to look forward to, almost more than I enjoy the thing itself.
But when the thing is not certain to ever actually arrive, that’s when I struggle. I love waiting towards a block on my planner— but waiting in the unknown can be truly lonely.

And still— I confess that I wish I were better at this thing of waiting. If only I could preach to my soul a little earlier in the process before endless anxious striving becomes my daily to-do list.

Do you struggle with this? We may not wake up in the morning planning to exhaust ourselves from the inside out, but we do it anyway. We know what striving feels like. We recognize the way it leaves us bare and peace-less all in a matter of minutes– minutes in which we try to take control.

No matter the thing we’re waiting on, it’s all the same. It is leaning too much on what I want to know and not leaning enough on that which I already do. It’s forgetting the truth that we aren’t meant to strive our way through the wait. 

Because, friend? We are not meant to endlessly strive through the wait. No matter what we might do with our hands while waiting, it matters that our hearts are practicing rest.

When I forget to remember that these details are not up to me, time standing at my kitchen counter helps. I watch yeast bloom or onions caramelize and the task is good for my waiting process.

I’m not sure about good things coming to those who wait; but I know there is a good God who holds all our waits in His hands. He holds them all.

This bread is a tangible reminder to my heart of this very thing.
And, it makes two large loaves; just in case you have a friend that also needs to be reminded of the good in the waiting. 

 

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Friar Stuck's Multigrain Sunflower Bread
Author: Cynthia Stuckey
Prep time:  3 hours
Cook time:  40 mins
Total time:  3 hours 40 mins
Serves: 2 loaves
 
Ingredients
  • 2½ cups water (105°-115°F) (567 grams)
  • 
5 ½ cups King Arthur Bread Flour (788 grams)
  • 
5 tablespoons vegetable oil (70 grams)
  • 5 tablespoons honey or brown sugar (42 grams)
  • ⅔ cup hulled sunflower seeds (90 grams)
  • 1 cup rolled oats (uncooked oatmeal) (114 grams)
  • 5 tablespoons sesame seeds (40 grams)
  • 
5 tablespoons flax seeds (50 grams)
  • 3 teaspoons salt (20 grams)
  • 
6¼ teaspoons active dry yeast (20 grams)
Method
  1. Combine the yeast and the water together for approximately 5 minutes. I often toss in a pinch of sugar; I find it helps the yeast to bloom better.
  2. After about 5 minutes, add the oil, salt, and sugar. Using the dough hook on your stand mixer, mix the ingredients together on a low speed for about a minute.
  3. After about a minute you will begin to add the flour. You will do this in three installments. Add the first installment of flour and give it a minute to begin to incorporate into the liquid mixture. Once it has incorporated well, add the second. Repeat this with the third and final mixture. Increase the speed of the mixer to about medium. At this point the dough should begin to form and pull away from the sides of the bowl.
  4. Add the oats, sunflower seeds, sesame seeds, and flax seeds to the mixture. If you have made any additions to the recipe, such as oat bran, wheat germ, etc., add these now.
  5. Allow the dough to knead for a few more minutes, no more than about five.
  6. Remove the dough from the bowl onto a floured surface. Knead it and shape it into a ball. Deposit the ball in a lightly oiled bowl for approximately 2 hours or until the ball has doubled in size.
  7. After 2 hours, remove the dough from the bowl and punch it down. If you are only making one loaf, shape it to the size of your loaf pan and cover. If you are making a double recipe, divide the ball into equal pieces. Shape each to the size of your loaf pan and cover.
  8. Allow the bread to rise for about 45 to 60 minutes, until it’s crowned about 1 inch above the edge of the pan. During this time, preheat your oven to 350°F.
  9. Bake in a 350°F oven for 35-40 minutes or until the internal temperature registers 190°F. You can test for doneness by thumping the bottom of the loaf; if it sounds hollow, it is done.
  10. Remove the loaves from the pans and place them on a cooling rack.
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(*You might recall the story of our wait mentioned here, if you’ve read Simmer. This bread is PERFECT with any one of those soups!) 

 

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Comments

  1. Tara says

    March 3, 2017 at 10:41 am

    Love this so much! Your writing is good for my soul!

    Reply
  2. Christin says

    March 3, 2017 at 12:51 pm

    Love this! Thanks for sharing!

    Reply
  3. Aimee Kollmansberger says

    March 3, 2017 at 1:12 pm

    This was beautiful to me. “Wait” is my word for 2017, and I love that you said, “We are not meant to endlessly strive through the wait. No matter what we might do with our hands while waiting, it matters that our hearts are practicing rest.”

    My heart is practicing rest by practicing Sabbath this year. Leaving all the undone on Saturday and entering in after dinner. It’s made all the difference.

    Reply
  4. Lauren says

    March 3, 2017 at 2:36 pm

    Thank you for this perfectly timed reminder. We are in a season of waiting (thank you, Navy) and I find myself fretting over where we might live, what changes we will face, how the kids will handle an uproot, etc. This is not the way I’m meant to wait. Thank you for speaking truth into me today.

    Reply
  5. Susan Shipe says

    March 3, 2017 at 4:24 pm

    Cynthia, not exactly the same but similar…I love the planning and process of an event or a room makeover more than I like the actual event or new room! I love the process of planning a trip and then the trip itself can be ended with perhaps a tad of disappointment. Like I said, a little similar but not!!! We are gluten free but if we weren’t? We’d be breaking this bread in a heartbeat!!!

    Reply
  6. Tasha says

    July 31, 2019 at 5:16 pm

    Two years later, your story is still touching heart’s. Thanks from a mom temporarily stuck in striving. Thanks for making me cry when I thought would be making bread while I “wait”.

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      November 22, 2019 at 10:26 am

      Tasha, I hate that I am just now seeing your kind words. I am so grateful this post found you in a place where you needed it. So glad to hear from you. –Cynthia

      Reply
  7. Roshni says

    February 15, 2020 at 10:19 pm

    Made this bread today. Thank you for such a delicious recipe!!

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      February 16, 2020 at 11:41 am

      I’m so glad you enjoyed it! It’s definitely one of our most favorite tried and true standards!

      Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      April 10, 2020 at 3:36 pm

      You are so welcome! Glad you enjoyed!

      Reply
  8. Lauren Mac says

    April 2, 2020 at 1:02 am

    The recipe says it makes 2 loaves. Do you use the 8×4 inch bread pans, or the larger pans? I did not see that anywhere.

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      April 10, 2020 at 3:36 pm

      Hi Lauren. I use larger pans– it makes two larger loaves.

      Reply
      • Claudia says

        November 1, 2021 at 9:31 pm

        I’m only familiar with standard loaf pans. What are dimensions for the larger loaf pans?

        Reply
        • HappyGoStuckey says

          March 14, 2022 at 12:09 pm

          Hi there! Mine are about 10×5!

          Reply
  9. Suzanne says

    April 10, 2020 at 3:33 pm

    This looks so good! Does the bread have a strong taste or is it good with just about anything?

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      April 10, 2020 at 3:35 pm

      I think it’s great with anything– my people love it with honey butter, jam, or nutella. 😉

      Reply
  10. Vanessa says

    April 10, 2020 at 3:33 pm

    Thanks for sharing! Does it keep long?

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      April 10, 2020 at 3:34 pm

      Hi Vanessa! It does keep for several days– but I often freeze the second loaf. It will keep up to several months in the freezer if you wrap it well!

      Reply
  11. Pamela Torpy says

    June 6, 2020 at 7:17 pm

    Can I use whole wheat flour to make this bread?

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      June 24, 2020 at 1:30 pm

      Hi Pamela! I think you can* sub some of the flour for whole wheat, but you will definitely get a denser texture.

      Reply
  12. Trixie says

    August 29, 2020 at 11:43 pm

    FWIW: Flaxseed needs to be ground in order for the nutrients to be available.

    Reply
  13. Deborah says

    July 31, 2021 at 12:11 am

    I was going to ask if I could use part whole wheat flour but I see someone else asked that. I’ve just made this, with less salt and less yeast and it seems to have turned out well.

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      March 14, 2022 at 12:10 pm

      Great! I’m so glad it worked out for you.

      Reply
  14. Michelle Wells says

    March 14, 2022 at 11:24 am

    Isn’t that an awful lot of yeast? 6 1/4 teaspoons?

    Reply
    • HappyGoStuckey says

      March 14, 2022 at 12:08 pm

      Hi Michelle! It does seem like a lot but this is for two LARGE loaves. 🙂 Happy Baking!
      — Cynthia

      Reply

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